Beginning...

Ok, so I have struggled with weight most of my life.  I thought I needed to drop a few pounds ever since high school.  I was not happy with my weight at 135-140 in High School and early college because I wasn't as thin as my sister, finally began to accept myself at 145-150 and was happy with my body for the first time after college. I realized I don't have to look like my sister to be considered pretty.  Then lately I have gained too much weight and hate the way I look.  This may be my only blog post, and my weight may not ever improve, as I have trouble sticking to one thing.  As my husband asked the other night "Which diet are you on this week?"  I have flirted with the Paleo diet, Weight Watchers, low carb, low cal, cheaters diet, and whatever else I could get a free app for my phone to try.  Currently I am trying Noom again.  Not too sure about it, because I don't like the way it does calories.  But the exercise reminders are nice.  I started the blog, because maybe if I put down what I am thinking, what causes me to 'cheat' I can start to avoid temptation, or something.  *shrugs*  Wish me luck.